How do things always get so complicated and nasty? Me and my estranged husband are going through divorce proceedings. After being apart for near on ten months, the animosity just increases ten-fold. The latest argument is the children.
I just feel exhausted with it all. I look now and think that person that I shared a life with, shared a bed with, laughed with, cried with and had children with is a complete stranger to me. The love has turned into hate.
We have moved on with our lives and there is no hope of a reunion, yet I will be forever tied to him because of the children.
Through all of this it is the children that have suffered the most. As a mother I would do anything to protect them from this. They are too young to be having to deal with these types of emotions. My number one priority is to provide my kids with a stable, loving home environment. I'm doing a bloody good job, even if I do say so myself.
To my husband I say "Take me to court, I'll fight you every step of the way!" A mothers love is unconditional. I'll scratch, bite, and claw anyone that invades my territory.